实习医生格蕾第十季

《实习医生格蕾 第十季》是一部充满剧情、爱情和电视剧元素的精彩作品。在这一季中，我们见证了格蕾乐成生下了自己的孩子，这是一个令人欣喜的时刻。

然而，剧情的发展并不仅仅停留在这个喜悦的时刻。韦伯却在电击中陷入了生死边缘，需要紧急救治。这一情节让人紧张不已，同时也展示了医生们在紧急情况下的应对能力。

另外，胖C在这一季中创造了AC出轨的情绪危机。这个情节让人感到心痛和困惑，同时也展示了人性中的弱点和错误的选择。

杨和欧文的情绪也不甚乐观，他们面临着各种困难和挑战。这一季中，他们的感情经历了许多波折，让人为他们的未来担忧。

此外，四月连续纠结于小黑，这个情节增加了剧情的复杂性和紧张感。

第二代实习医生们在这一季中遇到了重大考验，他们面临着生离死别的痛苦，同时也展现了他们真情的一面。这些情节让观众们深入了解了医生们的工作和生活，以及他们所面临的压力和挑战。

总的来说，《实习医生格蕾 第十季》是一部充满情感和紧张的电视剧，它展示了医生们的工作和生活的真实性，同时也让观众们思考人性中的弱点和错误的选择。

看完冬歇前最后一集GA，当小黑在婚礼上踌躇再三，站起来又坐下再站起来表白的时候，真想为他鼓掌。总觉得有这样真挚的举动，无论小四月明年怎样回复，都已不重要了。Cristina在婚礼上看向坚果叔的那一眼，我恍然想到iz婚礼上他们的对望，那时候的他们还在历经着PTSD的考验，不知道以后还会携手那么长的路，那么多幸福、眼泪，还有最后的broke up。年华流转。

最欣慰的便是twist sister终于和好了啊。小C说，How dare you say I haven't changed. How dare you say I am the same person I was when I got here, before I knew Burke and Owen and you….I've changed. I'm doing things alone. And that's…that's just as hard as what you're doing. But I thought I would at least have you. 想起小C刚从Mayo飞回来的那时候，冬日的上午跑到医院的外面的座椅上去晒太阳，前面站了一排intern，当她仰着头接着阳光说你们知道这个国家哪个州最冷吗的时候，我的眼泪都飙了出来。Cristina Yang的最后一季了，纵是不舍，仍然祝福。

还有小黑对小四月的表白：

I love you, April. I always have. I-I love everything about you. Even the things I don't like, I love. And I want you with me. I love you, and I think…That you love me, too. Do you?


让我想起GA里那些动听的情话：


Mere在Addi初来SGH，Derek还在动摇的时候：

Ok…here it is: your choice… it’s simple---her, or me. And I’m sure she is really great, but Derek, I love you…in a really really big…pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheese cake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunately that makes me hate you…love you. So, pick me! Choose me! Love me!

Burke婚礼前在O.R.复述接下来的婚礼要说的誓词的时候：

Christina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you.
I could promise to be there in sickness and in health.
I could say, till death to us apart, but I won't.
Those vows are for optimistic couples.
The ones full of hope, and I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope.
I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful.
I am SURE.
I am STEADY.
And I KNOW.
I'm a heart man.
I take them apart, I put them back together.
I hold them in my hands.
I AM a heart man.
So this, I AM SURE
You are my partner, my lover, my very best friend.
My heart, MY HEART, beats for you.
And on this day.
The day of our wedding.
I promise you this.
I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands.
I promise you, ME.

Burke获奖感言中抹去Cristina所有功绩，她伤心地连最爱的手术也不愿意去做、躲在尸体房里唱歌的时候：

But sir, when his hand was shaking, I performed the surgeries, I kept his secrets, I nursed his pride... you know it and I know it, he knows it. He knows it and yet nowhere in that newspaper article does my name appear. I am the unseen hand to his brilliance. And yet while everything is the same it is very, very different. Now I'm lucky if I get to hold a clamp. Hahn treats me like... I was his hand and now I'm a ghost. That is not difficult... it's unbearable. Everybody is proud of him... but I'm not... I do not wish him well.


Lexie向Mark语无伦次的表白的时候：

I love you. Oh god, oh my god. That just came fly-flying out of my face like it was-was some kind of... I-I-I love you. I just -- God, I did it again.
I-I-I love you. I-I do. I just -- I-I love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just mesh it done, ignore it and not to say it. And Jackon is a great guy. He-he is. He's-he's gorgeous and-and he's younger than you, and he doesn't have any grandkids or-or babies with his lesbian bffs. And he's an Avery and-and he liked me, you know? He-he really liked me, but it was never going to work out, because I-I love you. I'm so in love with you. And you're-you're-you're in me. It's you-you're it's-it's like you're a disease. It's like I'm infected by Mark Sloan. And I just can't-- I can't think about anything or anybody. And I can't sleep, I can't breath, I can't eat, I love you. I just love you all the time, it's-- every minute of every day. And I-I-I-I love you. God, that feels good just to-to say that. I'm-- I feel so much better. I was just-- I love you. Mark ?


还有第十季，Owen在千转百回之后终于了然了Cristina在他生命里的惟一性和不可替代性。在C忙着帮他找dating对象的时候，他如此动情地说出了他想要的dating对象的标准，天啊，那是Critina全部的样子：

Someone who doesn't care to cook or get out of bed when it's not a work day. Someone who sleeps so soundly and peacefully that...I have to check her pulse sometimes. Someone who's suffered and understands suffering——to the point that I don't have to say a word . She just looks at me and sees who I am and how I feel ...and accepts it . You know, she doesn't try to change it, doesn't want to change it. That person. There's a billion people out there, but I imagine...there's only one of her .

在Owen的表白里，随之在我脑海里闪过的是这些年他们和我们一起度过的那些画面：
那一个早晨，她为了提高左手做手术的技能在早上为他炒鸡蛋；
那一个晚上，他和她一起看手术的录像作为娱乐，她累得睡着了，他用手轻轻滑过她的脸庞；
那一年，他在伊拉克用尽全力也救不了他最亲密的战友，只能让他死去，并且在最后他只能帮助他死去；
那一刻，她在为她最好朋友的丈夫做开胸手术，枪击案的凶手把枪指在她的脑袋上，她吓得泪流满面，手里的手术刀却从来没有停歇，在此之后的很长一段时间她不能再进手术室，她便去当酒保；
那一天，飞机在飞往另一个医院途中失事，她为了保护同伴连续四天没有合眼，眼睁睁地消耗尽自己所有的力气和，这成为她再也走不出的阴影，她开车连夜逃往千里之遥的明尼苏达；
那一月，医院的一个被拐走且被虐待的女孩被记者偷拍，他作为chief焦头烂额，对自己是否适合这个职位开始怀疑，已经和他分手的她走到他身边对他说你已经做了你所有能做的；
那一年，还记得他们若只初见时，他第一次约她出去，却因为想起以前的战争经历而喝的酩酊大醉，跑到她的家里衣服也不脱掉地冲进浴室里站在那里淋水，第二天他向她笨拙地解释，说他本来想带她去看灯塔，那天是西雅图难得明净的夜晚，他想要她的原谅，他问她能不能再给他一次机会，她毫不犹豫地说：YES；
那一次，他战后创伤发作，用手掐住了还在睡梦中的她的脖子，Callie嚎啕大叫，Mer在凌晨三点赶到她的家里，她不顾Mer的阻挡，抱住了满脸沮丧、懊恼、几乎要哭出来的他，一边抱着他一边抚慰他说，你看，我没事，我很好；
那一天，她发现自己怀孕了，在他满心欢喜地想要迎接孩子到来的时候，她坚决地对他说，我不要这个孩子，我不会后悔，我选择医学，我选择成为我自己；
那一天，她在决心和他分手、让他去寻找自己想要的孩子和家庭的时候抱着他低声痛哭，她说我们分开吧，我还是会碰你的胳膊，你还是会在术前亲我，祝我好运。我们和别人约会吧，好吧，这会很糟，很被动，但可能会有所帮助。可能最终，在一天结束时，我们走下电梯，我不会再想拉你的手。告诉我，你会尝试。


Owen表白之后的下一集，便到了本季传说中的“平行集”。故事没有如想象中一般，回到美好如初的过去，而是在Cristina对未来的预想中展开两条线索进行叙述。一个病例、两个选择，人生被指向两条迥异的路，路的尽头却是殊途同归的憾痛。平行集看得很心酸，永远处于PTSD阶段的Owen，有了孩子放弃自己梦想看着别人璀璨的Cristina，坚持不要孩子和Owen间歇性地处于争吵状态的Cristina，结束了和Owen的感情终究孤独却又风华绝代地登上Harper Avery奖台的Cristina，在人生最巅峰的状态却无法和Owen分享幸福的Cristina。无论如何他们也无法在一起，这是大妈理念中的另一种meant to be么？最后的最后，当现实中的Cristina从手术室里走出来正要和等电梯的Owen摊牌时，Mer过来找她consult，Owen瞥到了她，微微一笑走进电梯。你永远不知道她想说的是什么。但是你知道，这可能是真正意义上的结束了。


If there's one thing I've learned over the years, is that it only takes one person, one patient, one moment, to change your life forever...
to change your perspective, color your thinking,
to force you to re-evaluate everything you think you know...
to make you ask yourself toughest questions...
Do you know who you are?
Do you understand what has happened to you?
Do you want to live this way?


在一切都混乱颠簸的时光里，你们给予对方的都是温暖到心的感动。你们都用各自的行为去成全对方，然后把对方放在记忆深处小心保藏，纯粹而暖心。虽然到最后的最后，你们在平行轨道的叉道口分开，从此在情感旅途中没有交集。

本季快要结束了，而Sandra Oh也将作为常规演员离开剧组。西雅图圣恩医院的故事还会继续，只是没有了CO。真正割舍不下的是你们，每一眼都是最后一眼，不能回头。


2014.4.8 updated